pretty old pictures taken during Geoffrey's wedding, aka jeremy's teacher, realise i haven't been blogging for quite awhile. been really busy with schoool, geco, competition. and i'm gonna crack soon. i've cracked at so many people for the past 2 weeks, terribly sorry  the stress kept building up and it gets compressed and contained within my body. I realise, i should just leave these all to god, i'm sure that he'll do an awesome job handling whats up with my life now.  

Ensemble's competition tomorrow, solo's on 4th December 2pm @ esplanade recital studio. You know, honestly i really didn't practice as much as the others. so yea, dont even know what i'm feeeling now. but i just gotta go up there and do my best :D i will be blessed with the blessings that is mine !

point to note tomorrow, BREATHE TOGETHER.

to those having their competition soonish(you know who you are, like twino xq jake brian ivan wendy etc etc too many to list), just do your best and i'm sure you'll get wht you deserve god bless

& to my loveliest jw, my pillar of strength and love. it'd be over soon. we'll get through this together. Everyday feels like a struggle now, but your hug makes it all better. ♥ sheeesh sometimes i feel like a baby...but i realise that our love keeps growing, and its amazing :D hehe

love you pepo(people)

& i  love you dear.

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i love youuuuuuu

my, favouritest-awesomest-hotttest boyfriend (haha its so shameless, i know. anyhoo its my blog) hehehhehee

i had an awesome day, but i'm really sleepy.

went for a catholic wedding, jere's lecturer in schoool. which was pretty coool, i love wedddings  then went out with chunhui grace prue the mushroom vick hazel and jw, went to chunhui's house t watch "wedding crasher" it was pretty hilarious and obscene with oversized balloons everywhere(if you get what i mean) went for my lessson, wasn't very good but the lesson itself was goood, or as said so by jw  felt prettty terrible after the lesson but manage to not think much about it but to continue to work harder, since its like...20ish days till competition(i try not to remind myself) ended the day with home cooked dinner at his grandparent's place which made me feeel -happy-...yea its kinda like a mixture of emotions, but probably only jw will understand what i'm talkng about, but that doesn't matter, cause its good enough that at the very least, he knows and understands <3

wheee i'm so lucky (: i've got much much more to say, but i shall continue to accompany my boyfriend, who is waiting for me. ♥

i guess, circmstances and situations may change, but the bottomline remains. ♥ finally getting the hang of it and im seeing the bigger and clearer picture now. i'm sure someone will be pretty proud of me (:

the silence made the breathing seem louder than ever. The silence, overpowered the thoughts in my head. I feel like a wave, crashing against the shoreline. constantly. my conflicting self. whether this or that, will not lead to a cliche happy ending. i have to be stronger than what i think i am. No, i think i'm just gonna let this feeling penetrate me, then i'll let it go. cause then, i will remember to "do the right thing at the right time".

i have a craving, its not chocolate or icecream or cheesecake. i crave for peace, within, both of us.

i trust, understand and love. enough- don't worry

i find me reminding myself of the competition now and then. but you know what, i can't wait for it to end.

xoxo

I haven't blog for the longest time, been really busy with other stuff like school, geco, competition and practice. Besides, there's nothing much to update  & me being me, is seriously too lazy and i just give up thinking of what to blog after staring at the empty "new post" page for like say, 10seconds.

finally, its the 30 days countdown to you-know-what. ALRIGHT, not exactly 30 but somewhere there. So the date's been fixed, 4th of December 2PM, finally not a morning slot.  i'm starting to panic, o-m-g. 30 days and i'm still nowhere near where i'm suppose to be. i, so need to practice, EVERYDAY. i'm so inconsistant when it comes to this.  i can't wait for my common tests to be over, thn again. doesn't it mean that competition date's nearing? AT LEAST I CAN FOCUS AND CONCENTRATE ON IT. cause right now, at this very moment, i spell....s-c-r-e-w-ed.

 on a lighter note, i'm glad you're happier now, even though sometimes things can get really HEAVY and nasty. But i'm happy that i can be there to give you the support that you need, though sometimes i'm not of much help....i think. but still, it makes me happy to be able to do something for you (: 

i love you dear, i know you're sleepy and probably sleeping now ♥

HUGS&KISSES, yq

TO MY LOVELY FRIENDS WHO ARE TAKING THEIR ALEVELS, twino! NOW AND THOSE THAT WILL BE DONE WITH YOUR OLVELS, ITS YOUR LAST LAP (!) I LOVE YOU ALL