Haha,
sometimes we just don't really know how to react to certain situations
most of the time, that will just leave me speechless...perhaps its in the silence that i  find comfort.
just felt that i failed in some ways or another. thats a pretty damn sucky feeling if you ask me...
Currently,
not knowing how to move on from there.

Please rain?
TGIF, not.

i'm moody sad and empty, and i don't want to be.

I'm in need of something radical and change sounds pretty good to me :)

I'm sick of being a bitch to everyone.
I'm sick of quarreling over "silly-issues" with you
I'm sick of judging people based on what i chose to see and not seeing anything beyond that.
I'm sick of being superficial
I'm sick of having people saying "Chill~"
I'm sick of being angsty
I'm sick of being impatient

When did i ever start disliking the world, and the people. I'm morphing into some morbid anti-social geek, secretly hating the world and wishing that it'd end soon and that everyone should seriously die because they're just being plain stupid. My brain's just kinda morphed into something overtime, and I-DON'T-LIKE-IT.

So, this calls for a change. Like it or not,
something for the better :)

Nothing much, i just feel inspired and i can't wait to be transformed, through Him.
I love my God.
& i love people that play a part in my life. :)

Sq's birthday is coming up and i think i should do something nice for once since our 3 years of friendship and being my first "best-friend" in school. I know, i sound really pathetic....

Love,
S.

Love,

I totally, officially, detest FYP .
Nonetheless, i shall believe God and trust that something good will come outta it.
Think. big picture.

I hate it when i start blabbering stuff, especially when i'm trying to phrase whats in my heart into words...Today, i plucked this 7 pretty puny leaves of a stalk thing...Sadly i don't really have a camera to share a picture that pretty plant but yea, that's kinda like a reminder, that the earth is still filled with pretty little things that one fail to notice.

Jw failed to wake up for school today and was trapped at home cause it rained for one hour(only) and he refused to bring the "unfold-able" umbrella to school cause its hideous...
hahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha :) PRETTY FUNNY IF YOU ASK ME
i love you baby.

Love,
S.