I frigging need a break.
Whether we're happy or sad, like it or not,
the only constant is change,
Therefore, we can only learn how to move on.

Thats it, i've had the busiest weeks ever since i've started my life in Poly.
But the immense sense of accomplishment just made me feel good, and thats what matters.
I miss hanging out, chilling, shopping, tanning, cafes on a rainy day.
I miss my friends the most, school's been a mega huge bitch.
& i mean figuratively and literally. & so, it is times like these that we know who stands by you.
Sometimes, some things hurt, fuck it. Cause we shouldn't let what others have perceived stop you from achieving amazing things (:


xoxoxoxoxo

Haha,
sometimes we just don't really know how to react to certain situations
most of the time, that will just leave me speechless...perhaps its in the silence that i  find comfort.
just felt that i failed in some ways or another. thats a pretty damn sucky feeling if you ask me...
Currently,
not knowing how to move on from there.

Please rain?
TGIF, not.

i'm moody sad and empty, and i don't want to be.

I'm in need of something radical and change sounds pretty good to me :)

I'm sick of being a bitch to everyone.
I'm sick of quarreling over "silly-issues" with you
I'm sick of judging people based on what i chose to see and not seeing anything beyond that.
I'm sick of being superficial
I'm sick of having people saying "Chill~"
I'm sick of being angsty
I'm sick of being impatient

When did i ever start disliking the world, and the people. I'm morphing into some morbid anti-social geek, secretly hating the world and wishing that it'd end soon and that everyone should seriously die because they're just being plain stupid. My brain's just kinda morphed into something overtime, and I-DON'T-LIKE-IT.

So, this calls for a change. Like it or not,
something for the better :)

Nothing much, i just feel inspired and i can't wait to be transformed, through Him.
I love my God.
& i love people that play a part in my life. :)

Sq's birthday is coming up and i think i should do something nice for once since our 3 years of friendship and being my first "best-friend" in school. I know, i sound really pathetic....

Love,
S.

Love,